thoughts been running through my head....

I am standing at a crossroad not knowing which way to choose. Career wise I know what I which field I want to work in. That's why I am in school right now but this autumn had been really crappie because of different reasons. So I am thinking of putting school of for about 6 months to work which means that I will return to school after the summer. The biggest reason is that I need the money, I have been living on my savings the last few months so my budget have been really tight.

Well I have a job proposal from Posten Sverige AB as a postman, just want to make sure that my boss are able to get it through and a thumbs up from his boss or whoever has the last word. I have previously worked there between 1998 to 2003 so I am very familiar with the work and everything. It has also been my summer job the last two summers and I have also been working extra around Christmas. The only obstacle is that I have an hour commute on the mornings and afternoon since I travel by public transportation, you can't always rely on it. So what should I do??? What do I choose?? What is the best thing for me?? Do I have the strength to go back too school if I take some time off??

These are questions running through my head every day. I never been this unsure on what to do... Ohhh crap... I really hate this, I am disappointed with myself that I didn't fix those exams. I feel that there are people who will make a big deal if I choose to take a break, don't know if I can handle it right now after certain events in my life. I feel like I being backed into a corner and try fighting my way out of there.... Well if you don't get money I guess that feeling isn't far away at all... So back to square one. What to do/choose??? Well I know that nobody can choose for me so, oooh this really sucks a lot...