Friends

I'll write this with a heavy heart. I really didn't need what I got thrown at me after Friends or something. I just want to explain and I don't want to fight with anyone or any more. This is just me. So here goes.

So some people had a very strong reaction to the last text I published here. I don't know how seriously I should take the criticism that I got because it came from people who have become more and more distant from me. Is it my fault? I don't feel like it's all my fault, but I have a part in it I'll admit to that. So where do I go from here? I don't know... I don't have a clear path ahead of me. I know what will happen in my professional career and school but not what I should do with some of my friends. It's like we are on a high time low or something. I do care about them but I don't necessary feel that they are giving me anything but grief right now. And likewise back if I got you what you were saying... It's sad that we don't seem to be able to resolve anything nowadays, just bickering back and forth instead. As I wrote last time I take full responsibility for my actions and doings. I can't do more than that. This goes to all my friends not just one, two or three people. No one have been single out as a the bad guy. There are no bad guys here just ordinary humans. I am sorry if someone felt that I overstepped some line..

I usually always try to see the big picture in whatever I do. I don't always succeeds though but I try. This have not some of my friends seen lately and they think that I don't care about them but I do, and the fact that I talk about other friends that I hang with is not very popular. Ok, that might be fair critic but if I talk about people I hang with and not about us hanging out, it's because we aren't talking very much or see each other on a regular basis. It's a shame, really, but we all make choices and we all choose what's best for ourself as its should be. I am not judging people by their choices I try to encourage people to do whatever they like and not what others want them to do.

I'll take this moment to be brutally honest because I need to be. I know that I'm not perfect I have flaws but those flaws makes me who I am and I will not excuse that. If you have a problem with me address the situation to me so we can do something about it.

Well I guess there will be reactions to this text also but don't bother giving me grief about because it doesn't matter because I need to get this off my chest. I want you all to know that I write whatever I like here, I won't censor anything. This is my blogg and it's my way to address issues and stuff that goes on in my life. All you have to do is accept that or don't read at all, your choice not mine...

And to those whom it may concern. This is not critic to anyone personally. For me it has already been resolved and that's that. Ohhh that felt good getting off my chest...This is just an explanation and nothing else...