Another birthday

Today is my 31st birthday and I had done nothing more than work today. I will meet a few friends this weekend to celebrate somewhere here in Gothenburg. I'm glad that I don't freak out when it comes to me getting older, maybe a little because I say "speak for yourself but I plan to live forever" when my friends try to tease me about my age. Although you can't live forever obviously but I think you can do a lot in a lifetime and that's why I say it.

I mean how boring would be to live on and on, to see friends live and die right in front of you while you just keep going forward. I guess you be able too look back on history and reminisce about the past instead of focusing on what lies ahead of you. The last couple of years I have felt that mortality has taken a more significant place in my life of various reasons and that gives me the chills. I really don't want to think about death but I do sometimes anyway and it doesn't scare me at all. Strange. When I was younger I was terrified of death and things associated with it but as time passes on I'll have gotten used with that we all perish at one point, it's the order of things. A natural thing... That got a bit deep hmm not my intention but it was good getting it of my chest:)