Why bother...

Yeah I'm just so tired of being battered by a certain friend of mine. This person really drags me down and just kills my good mood. We used to be really close but not any longer. I regret what it has come to but neither of us have had the strength to work on it, I don't even know where to start mending it. It has been so many things and stuff that has happened it just went out control to fix, maybe.


The 17th of March was my birthday and this person decides to write an email about our friendship about how bad it has become. Hey you don't send an email to someone on that persons birthday, if it just to complain and make that person, in this case me, feel bad. I can't understand why this person took this action. There have to be something seriously wrong with him/her. But hey I want someone else to feel as bad as I, let's ruin someone's birthday, yeayh perfect. Yeah a bit sarcastic...
I'm just glad it didn't ruin my birthday because I didn't read it until Friday, thank god. By the way thanks a lot, I now know that he/she doesn't respect me at all because if you have respect for someone you don't try to ruin a special day for a friend. It is wrong, it's unintelligent, it's slap in the face, it's like you just took a piss at your friendship with that person, it's disrespectful and it makes me feel sorry for you. I have own up to my wrongdoings and even acknowledge them, what more do you want from me?????

This whole thing has made me feel betrayed, hurt, sad, angry and a whole lot of emotions at the same time. I would never in my life do that to a good friend, I will not ever try to ruin someone's birthday even if we have a problem or issues, it could wait until the next day...

As for now I wash my hands from this person, I don't want this person in my life any more because of how this person have been treating me, I no longer have any confidence in him/her or trust but I do still respect this person. I have had enough of him/her and that this person calling me whatever he/she feel like. It's just ignorant and he/she really don't want to listen so bye bye, you're out of my life. Maybe one day we could be friends again but don't count on it, you got another chance and in my mind, you blew it. I would never ever done this towards any of my friends. It is as simple as that...