lördag 3 december 2011

sharp edges...

Sharp edges on tables, beds and on furnitures in general must have something against me. Just a few hours ago I hit my knee on my bed. It's funny that I always do in broad daylight and not in the middle of the night maybe you are more careful when it comes to walking in the dark. This is not the first time I had hit my knee on my bed or hit my toes on my tables or on chairs. One sofa that my parents had broke my big toe nail one time while playing with our dog, I ran straight into it, I totally forgot to stop. I totally went down on all four and my dog just starred at me wondering what happened but he still wanted to play and have fun. Well my dog wasn't the only one I will tell you, when my mum got home she wondered why I had no sock on one of my feet and why I was jumping around, I believe she got home about 20 minutes after I got injured. She thought it was a bit funny and just said that is so you to do something like that, well thanks mum. Well I got the best mum ever anyway.

Sharped edges could be found not only on furnitures or dead objects but in peoples minds too. I mean that these people are inflexible in their thinking, they can or will not see things around them and to be able to change, to adept to new directions/thoughts/plans. Take your pick. I'm very grateful that people around me are in general quite flexible and just smart. When it come to me coming out just about everyone reacted very good and with respect. I have one friend who thinks it's funny to ask me about sex and stuff every-time we meet and it gets a bit old. I know he does it to annoy me but it might be his way to deal with my sexuality and he might not know how to be himself around me, not that we hang out a lot but still it surprises me each time we hang he brings it up. When I'm on my way home I always end up thinking about why this is an issue for him and how much I don't like reacting to his line of questioning. The funny thing is that no one of my other friends does that, they treat me like the same way they did before I came out and that's how it should be. I never wanted things to change but now when I look back life changes every day and it amazes me how flexible mankind are.

To summon up a little sharp edges are in general not a very good thing but they might be necessary, at least on furnitures;), people have to soften up and look up too see the world around them so they don't miss all the amazing things that exists around us:)

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