söndag 27 maj 2012

waiting waiting forever waiting...

So guess what I've been neglecting this blog for awhile. Taking a break is important when it comes to work, friends or whatever you choose. Ehhh screw it. Well I have start writing again and not this blog but I'm trying to write about stuff that has happen and things from my imagination which is not that easy because I am really hard on myself and actually doubting my own abilities. That's crazy but it is what it is and some day I might get pass it.

A while back I were at the dentist and they basically told me that I need to stop eating and drinking stuff with a lot of sugar in it so I don't get holes. I have never in my life needed to do anything with my teeth except I had to have two off my wisdom teeth pulled out since they were given my horrible headaches. I never had any holes in my teeth until now, I have like two small ones that they can see but they aren't able to feel them so that is why I need to stop eating candy and drinking sodas. Guess what???? I have actually done it more or less. I went from over a litre per day to not even a 33cl a week and that's stretching it. I have switched from sodas to flavored carbonated water and it have had a big effect on me.

I feel a lot better since I quit, I am not so tired, I'm more focused and coherent. The biggest change is the weight loss. No I'm not pulling your leg I have lost about 9 kilos over a 6 week period. It is just amazing feeling standing on the scales looking down and see the 70 kilo mark. My work pants don't fit me so I had to get new ones and even those are now too big but I don't have it in me to ask for a smaller pair just after getting new ones the other week. When I told the team leader at work she starred at me and asked what I am doing since I dropped two sizes and then gave me a funny look. I got a bit embarrassed replying I don't know... then we just started laughing. Well she is an amazing boss and a good work friend plus someone you can trust, she knows about me being gay and the only one who knows at work. 

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